Today I am having one of these days when Im thinking a lot. Way too much...
Im very happy about that I am going to move (cause that is the only thing I have to look forward to in my life) but right now....Im having these thoughts....am I happy with who I am, what I have done, what I have become? What is the purpose of my life? Will I ever meet someone and create a family? Deep I know.
I need to find a meaning of why I do things. I love my job but right now I dont know what its with me because not even that can make me happy. I feel stressed. I feel sad. I feel empty!
Everybody sees me like the happy girl that laughs a lot. I am. On the outside. I am bleeding on the inside.
I want to be happy but I think I am trying to hard...
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Maria, I am sorry that you are having this stress in your life. You have a job you love and great friends. I believe that the other things will fall into place for you. :)
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