Monday, April 19, 2010

Phone call

I got a phonecall today and it was a secret number...I of course answered and this was the conversation:

Lady: Hi. I am calling from the hospital regarding your husband.
Me: Say what? My husband?? (I started to laugh out loud and got myself together after a while and continued) I don't have a husband. I am not married.
Lady: You're not? So what is the name of the guy you are living with?
Me: I am as single as you possibly can be so I do not know what you are talking about.
Lady: I am calling about F? (my question is, why did she say that she was calling about my husband then?? Thought about this afterwards)
Me: Ah that is my ex:s little girl, we split up 2,5 years ago!
Lady: Oh but maybe I can ask you question about your daughter then?
Me: It is not my child, F:s mom is V and her father is S! So you can call them. I just went to the doctor with her one time and that is probably why you got my number there.
Lady: Oh I am so sorry. Maybe I should erase this number then??
Me: Sounds like a plan to me.
Lady: So sorry for disturbing you!


Soooo funny! I laughed soo much about this! I bet she was embarrassed :-)

Time for shower and sleeep. 12 hour day tomorrow at work - Girls night from 7-9pm! Will be soo much fun! 91 had signed up for it when I checked this morning!!

Love,
M

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Poem!

Got this poem written for me today. Got tears in my eyes. My first poem dedicated to me. I am so honored! Thank you Graham!! :)

Maria, for you I will write
A poem about a special Knight
Who waits for you, who knows where
But restassured he's waiting there
His love for you will be unabounded
A love so true you'll be astounded
When he goes down on bended knee
And asks 'Maria, please marry me!'
Forever together, hand in hand
You will finally understand
That true love isn't really rare
For it was always waiting there.......for YOU.

FYI

.....I am in serious need of making out. I need to kiss someone. I miss that so incredibly much....

I feel...

I feel stupid. I used to have a boyfriend, J, for over seven years. It turned out very ugly at the end and we have today no contact what so ever. And this weekend his sister had a party and she posted some pics from it. I looked through them and saw some old friends and that was fun. A little bit later I looked through them again - and I had missed that my ex was in one of the pics. I did NOT recognize him!! He was a huge part of my life (hmm my whole life...) for over seven years and six years later I can't see that it is him. Of course I can see that it is him now but he has changed a bit. He looks bigger and his posture was different. I don't know.

And now I can not stop thinking about him...why? We had some fun times together and I will treasure that for the rest of my life but mostly we were fighting and I was miserable that I couldnt be that girl he wanted me to be. I was desperately trying to act the way he wanted. Dress the way he wanted. Do whatever he thought I should do.
I miss his family. His sister is the best! And her children...they did'nt recognize me when I met them about two years ago. That broke my heart. That is the worst about breaking up with someone...that I have lost contact with so many great people.

J forbid me to have contact with his family when we broke up. I think he did'nt want me to tell his family how he had treated me. And about 2 years ago his sister contacted me and she said: just becuse you and my brother broke up did'nt mean that you and I couldnt be friends anymore?! I had no good answer....
And his parents came up to me at work and bought some stuff and I said that it felt strange meeting them again, they said: Well we have forgotten all about that now... Saywhat??!! What did he tell them?

But mostly of all I remember J:s grandmother. She went in to a hospital and was very sick. She NEEDED her slippers so she called ME a sunday morning at 7 am and said that she needed them. She was almost crying. I put some clothes on and went to her home and picked them up and went to the hospital and spent a few hours talking to her. I really loved her and she loved me. She was crying that I was the one coming to her resque but she was grateful for it. This was just before our breakup and she died shortly after that. J did'nt want me to have anything to do with his family so I did'nt attend to the funeral. I think of her from time to time. I really miss her. I hope I get to meet her one day!

Love,
M

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Happy

I'm in a great mood today! Haven't slept that much but I have had such cute customers at work today that have made my day so much better!!

Can't wait til I get home and watch some golf. Eat some candy and log on to Twitter ;-) what would I do without my friends in cyberspace?! Eye. Heart. You!

Love,
M

2 weeks!

It's only two weeks until I'm moving! Packed so much that I can pack...I'm ready!
Working 5 days now and then I head home towards my parents and stay there for 4 days... After that I only got 4 days to work! My boss visited Thursday and we talked about my new position. Can't wait til I start! Can't wait to decorate my apartment!!

And last: congratulations Anna on your victory of the LPGA event The Mojo 6!! I knew it!! So very very proud of you!!

Love,
M

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Proud of myself!

I changed my tires on my car today - all by myself! I feel pretty good about it haha and I went and washed him off as well and tomorrow after work I will vaccum him too. Nice to have a clean and nice car!
Watching the golf...don't think I will stay up the whole time and it seems like Mickelson will take this home :)

Love,
M

Tiger

Have I also mentioned that I love Tiger?? Love the comment after: I don't think he is pleased. Say what?! LOL

Just had a little powernap so I have the strength to watch the last round tonight...I am so excited!

Love,
M

3 weeks to go...

Yesterday I was out with work and had some dinner. It's was nice and calm.
Finally, it's only 3 weeks until I take my stuff and move down to Örebro. It will be a new start of the rest of my life.

So now I am lying on my couch and watching yesterdays round of the Masters. OMG Phil Mickelson played hole 13-15 amazing. Go to Masters website and have a look at the highlights from these holes! I can not wait until I get to unwrap my new golfclubs and hit them for the first time! It is still a little bit of snow where I live and I have a lot to do before I move...

Going to grab something to eat and return to the golf. Who do you think will win?

I love Lee Westwood and I have done that for many many years. And I am loving the pressconferences with him this tournament, he is very calm and seems very confident about his game. Love that he answers that he can only play according to his game plan and do the best as he can and see where that will lead to and that he can't do anything about what the others do when they asked him what he thinks will be the winning score on Sunday...

Another question that was asked after the second round, borrowed from Masters website:

You mentioned earlier in the week and people have been talking about the English renaissance in golf and Ian won the Match Play, and you've had I think a third place last year, a couple near‑misses in majors. Is this a verification of that so far in this tournament?

Lee's answer: Well, yeah, if you needed verification, if you had not bothered to look at the World Rankings and seen how many English players were up there, and three in the Top‑10; we're not up at the top of the World Rankings by mistake, you know. We ought to be contending in these major championships in these biggest events where the best players should contend.

I love you Lee ;)

BUT...I honestly did not think that he would be this close to winning his first Major at Augusta...I thought it would be the British Open! My money this time was on Tiger Woods...
Time will tell!

Love,
M

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Disappointed!

I am so disappointed! I booked a trip to San Francisco in December to see someone in June. Well that plan changed and I am starting a new job May 1st so I can't go...and I can NOT change my ticket at all!!! I am sooo sad and disappointed :(

So there goes a 1000 bucks...just what I needed...when is my luck going to change when it is regarding money?!

F**K!!!

Friday, April 2, 2010

Worksop!

I had the funniest conversation with Julian today! He was out driving and we were talking about what has been going on in our lives and he said that he was in Worksop, which is the home of one of my favorites Lee Westwood, looking for a Halifax bank and he could not for his life find it. So I googled where the bank was and I gave him directions and he found it. Too funny!

He still says that he is going to visit me in May. I will believe that when he walks out of the airport! Oh well, it was very nice to talk to him and I laughed a lot. I like laughing. I gave him some mean comments and he said that he deserves that and that he knows that it would take a lot for me to forgive him for all the pain he put me through last year! And to make up for it he wants to treat me over to Scotland sometime! Hmm would I like to go to Scotland and go to S:t Andrews again? Let me think...hell yeah! ;)

Well I think I will try to go to bed and get some sleep since I hardly had any last night...I cheated and had a Coca cola. I had not had one for months and the caffeine struck me really bad and I could not sleep until 2 am I think! That just reminded me that I need to stay off that stuff ;)

Take care everybody and happy easter!

Love,
M